October 2010
ladyugh asked: How is the most beautiful Lara doing?
Oct 30th
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Oct 29th
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Oct 29th
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Oct 28th
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Oct 28th
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let's start an owl family :D
afternooncoffeetalk:
Oct 28th
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Oct 27th
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Oct 27th
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Oct 27th
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TWLOHA exists for all people. Hope and help and...
Oct 26th
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Oct 26th
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Oct 26th
Disease called perfection - haunting and real →
Oct 25th
amysongbird asked: I miss you like crazy! and it's sad you haven't had internet. I've been thinking about you lots and hoping and praying that you are going ok. Glad to hear prac is over :) If you look at my facebook there are pics of dave and I and our 1 year anniversary. I love you xoxo
Oct 25th
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Oct 25th
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Plan
Because I like plans. Wednesday: 7:30am Walk Sometime, organise prac folder 10am Uni for Celebration Ceremony 2pm School - Get results from prac, give students cards,  3pm After School Care - prepare for Vacation Care, sort out program Start organising project Thursday: 7:30am Walk WORK ON PROJECT! 2:15pm Work at After School Care 7pm Ensemble Friday: 7:30am Walk WORK ON PROJECT! ...
Oct 25th
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Oct 25th
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harmonyamidchaos: We are all just so fragile: A decision. A decision. harmonyamidchaos: I have a really low threshold for pain. I shy away from anything that’s going to hurt. I’m so scared of giving birth. I’ve always loved the idea of tattoos, but have resigned myself to never being able to get one because I wouldn’t be able to handle it. I’ve recently started some pretty intense therapy...
Oct 25th
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Oct 25th
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A decision.
harmonyamidchaos: I have a really low threshold for pain. I shy away from anything that’s going to hurt. I’m so scared of giving birth. I’ve always loved the idea of tattoos, but have resigned myself to never being able to get one because I wouldn’t be able to handle it. I’ve recently started some pretty intense therapy to overcome my anxiety and depression. Today I was out with my husband,...
Oct 25th
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Can You Tell I Hate Packing?
starkravingchristian: Labels from boxes stupidly heavy books stuff I should probably throw out but won’t stuff I should know and yet I keep the text books why do I still have CDs have I not heard of iTunes My life ATM. Moving in a month.  YOU’RE WEDDING IS SO CLOSE! Also I’ve missed you with my lack of internet.  Love you xo
Oct 25th
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Oct 25th
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I never do Tumblr Tuesday
But since I have internet today, and have no more days of prac left, I’m going to give it a shot! I think I shall start by giving you my crushes -  starkravingchristian.tumblr.com capelesscrusader.tumblr.com todayisawindingroad.tumblr.com hewillcarryme.tumblr.com thegreatlongnose.tumblr.com amysel.tumblr.com harmonyamidchaos.tumblr.com suicideblonde.tumblr.com chaispice.tumblr.com ...
Oct 25th
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Oct 23rd
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Oct 23rd
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Enjoying a tiny bit of internet and tumblr at the...
Oct 22nd
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Oct 22nd
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curvyhipspinklips asked: After reading everything thats stressing you out, I just think you need to chill out. I don't mean any of this in a mean way but when I stress and worry about a situation it gets bigger and bigger until all I can see is the mountains I have to struggle to climb on my own.
These situations are created for us to truly sit and wait on God. I know you feel like you feel fake when you talk...
Oct 22nd
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injesusnamewepray asked: hey beautiful. i'm going to give you one less stress to worry about.... paying for your wicked ticket.... i will pay for you and it'll be my gift to you... keep in there.. love you!!
Oct 22nd
gotchrist asked: Father I pray in Jesus' mighty name that you would erupt in her a wellspring of Your joy and Your passion for life. I bind the spirit of heaviness that has been entagling her for far to long in Jesus' name. I bind the spirit of confusion in Jesus' name. I bind the spirit of doubt in Jesus' name. I bind the spirit of rejection in Jesus' name. Jesus I pray that you would...
Oct 22nd
ohrillamyrilla-deactivated20110 asked: Reading your "Why am I still awake" post makes me feel like I could have written.
I so identify with being in those moods and feeling like nothing you do makes any difference it's pointless to even true.
I don't know what to say other than to think and pray deeply about these things and work if it's really how you feel and just how you were feeling at the...
Oct 22nd
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Oct 21st
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atyourfeet: When you live as a people-pleaser, you live for them. You live to make them happy. You are their slave, they own you. They own your thoughts. They own your actions, they own your re-actions. Every bit of yourself is glued to them and what they think, what they would do, say… How they would talk, carry themselves, laugh, dress… You turn into them. You aren’t yourself anymore. You’re...
Oct 21st
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Oct 21st
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“I don’t know who I am anymore Not once in life have I been real But...”
– Flyleaf - This Close
Oct 19th
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Why am I still awake?!
I’m so over everything I don’t want to be a teacher I still have to pass so that I don’t waste the last 5 years of study I’m so tired I feel useless at school I feel useless as a big sister I feel useless as a wife We are getting further and further into debt. We have no money AND just received bills adding up to over $1000 in the last few days We need to have a new...
Oct 19th
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Oct 19th
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It's sad that simply wanting to love and protect...
Why is it so important for people to insist on being allowed to make bad choices? What’s wrong with making the right choice? I know we grow through mistakes, but if we can prevent that mistake before it happens, haven’t we also grown? It hurts to see friends and family know the right choice,  and make the bad decision anyway, for the sake of ‘let me live my own life’.  ...
Oct 19th
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Oct 19th
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My day:
Should have looked like: Ball games carnival Morning Tea 2 hour literacy block - me teaching Lunch Computers - students working  on finishing reports and assessment activities Actually looked like: Rain Ball Games Carnival cancelled Finishing work - Sound Waves, Maths, Visit from Japanese teacher RE an assignment due tomorrow Unorganised morning tea (with students inside finishing...
Oct 19th
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Wearing purple, but not for what you think.
inhishands: hewillcarryme: My dashboard is just non-stop “I’m wearing purple tomorrow” “I’m not wearing purple tomorrow.” Okay it needs to stop. The people on both sides need to understand that the reason that the country is wearing purple is not because the victims were gay. It’s because they were bullied to the point of taking their own life.  Bullying. Bullying is the real issue here,...
Oct 19th
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WHY IS MY TUMBLR ALL OF A SUDDEN PURPLE
Acutally, I have some ideas. It’s freaky though… one second it was it’s regular shade of blue, and then I reblogged something and BAMPURPLE! Whoa. 
Oct 19th
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Oct 19th
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Oct 19th
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Call all Christians...
I’m looking for the verse in the bible stating that we all are saints… anyone can help? Need it asap!
Oct 18th
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Some things:
I’m not vomming anymore (so far) so yay! I’m freaking exhausted Today was full of interruptions and unfinished work, and I’m totally unsatisfied with what I’ve been doing on prac - mostly that I don’t think I’ve demonstrated a pass, and I’m worried I will be failed.  I have a huge load of work to do tonight to teach a 2 hour literacy block tomorrow -...
Oct 18th
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Oct 18th
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runningtoward: i have read the story a thousand times: abraham and isaac, on their way up the mountain. abraham and isaac, father and son, the depth of paternal love and a young son’s trust, a boy tied down, a knife raised an obedience to the Creator deeper even than the love for this greatest gift, this boy— the knife raised, an angel. “stop.” and it was only a test, and there in the bushes,...
Oct 18th
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Oct 18th
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